Dil se....

Sometimes I am gathered by so many questions that it is really tough for me to set priorities for tackling each question. Above all, I'm not at peace even if 1 single question bothers me....I feel as if just get rid off with it. But at the same time it is also important to realize that you yourself are the sole reason for your own mess...
Life is too simple and clear....it is the person who perceives it in different ways and makes it all the more difficult one by one. The question conquers your mind in such a way that you are trapped in a vicious circle and no way out..!!! And those problems eat you up from inside like a deadly monster making you weak and depressed. Finally the depression steals your body-mind-and soul and you become as good as DEAD!! Just imagine......a problem can lead to death...So Dangerous..!
So, here what is needed is your patience, a positive attitude towards life and friends whom you can trust and tell what is going on.... Friends are the best people who will do their level best to pull you out from the ocean of doubts, who can untie the trap of troubles and who will definitely bring you back to life.. One must never feel lonely or helpless because your friends can't just see you worried yaar....!
And...believe me....That's what friendship is all about...being together no matter what :)
Well, if I talk about myself, I am a kind of a person who is always ready to listen and solve other's problems but will rarely share my problems and worries with them.... That is not right naa.... You never know when a situation like this happens and you will be left all alone. I have got such good friends here at IMT-N who takes care of me like a small child....I can't even imagine what they must have felt when I had my gloomy days and didn't bother telling them...But when I told them, they just took me away from my bad days and helped me to bring the Original Me...!! Thank You Guys.. :). At the same time I also promise to share my happiness and sadness equally at each point......

IDK...

The safest path to keep yourself un-involved from an issue is IDK...(short form for I Don't Know). Even if people know in and out of the issue they pretend they are the most innocent people on earth and shrug their shoulders by saying those irritating three words...

How can they not know what is going around them and their friend's life.. How can they not know how much their decision matters in solving some tight issues or problems...and How can they not know that a person trusts your view point and he wants so badly for you to put forward your point...  Some people are so double-faced that they want to have best of both worlds which is not possible every time as you cannot make every one happy... You have to take one side to prove the sanctity of your decision and individuality..

Anytime Available 4u....

What is left in friendship

when it's not about you and me..

that we can lift-up our hip

and you count on me as 1,2,3

What is left in the goddam life

when it does involve me and u...

so that we can stay together

and I count on you as 4,3,2

So many people, so many minds

when all are together its a meeting of dumbs

and when we celebrate in our friend's party

we kick hard on them to give b'day bumps!

Life is full of colours and baloons

and we can see our future brighter soon

as we swim together in a lagoon

and we chill & shout & say...KABOOM !!

This is it...this is the moment,

that we mingle and spend

to make our environment sweet and affable

and forget the past which way ago went...!!!

rains make me emotional......

I feel the rain dripping right on my shoulder,
as if some one is calling me over
and trying to say something to me
which gets me colder and colder.

Sometimes I presume it is a starting of an end,
and the rain wants me to send
a message, rather, an alarm
to get off the wrong path and descend

On the other hand, I have a notion
that it says me to use my emotion
and judge what is right and wrong,
and then decide the course of my action.

What is good, what is bad,
i can scarcely understand
cuz the language and tone of the rain
is making me crazy and mad.

Donno what message it carries,
and what all memories it buries
Donno in which direction it leads
and tell its messsage to any Tom, Dick & Harry.

But 1 thing is for sure,
it is only the rain which can cure
and lessen tour sorrows and worries
and makes our heart sweet and pure

the rain and me..!

my words....my creation...

Are there some valid approaches,

to the phase I'm going through

or is it a bad timing for me

that I can't even say it to you

I try to be happy from outside

but no 1 bothers to peep-into myslf

that how much my heart is hollow

and how much I'm being an elf.

The heart dies a slow death

it has regrets  and so it starts to feed on meth

'cuz when no 1 is there to follow,

the only option is to drink your own sorrow

We are all artists in one of a kind

who performs in its own way

and when we find no companionship,

we no more remain happy and gay

But still...life and lusture also teaches

that success is for those who itself preaches

,his duties, his courage and his quality time

bcoz no one knows when life shatters like the sand in beaches

People....Love.....categorised

Is is not fair that you don't love the person who actually loves u...but u run for those who have absolutely no feelings for u...We can do anything to get him/her, but miss the opportunity of seeing what is right near us, what might be meant for us.. The first thing which normally people see in another person is his/her appearance and beauty..baad me inner qualities ka number aata hai...For that matter, even I fall in the same category to be very frank. But I keep on asking this question and never get a direct answer. Also we know that looks can be deceptive...but we kind of ignore this universal truth as well & go deaf n dumb in love..not even knowing if he is THE ONE for me or not !! 
For some people, love never existed in total as they have already considered themselves as "not-so-beautiful" or "ugly" and never looked for a person because they think low about themselves. If you do not love yourself, how can others possibly love you? How can you get the 1 for yourself when you yourself do not know who you are and what are you capable of...Some of my friends tells me that I am not worthy of 'that guy' or I am just not as beautiful as the other nice looking girls or someone has even mentioned that I am not intelligent as others and guys will shoo me off...All Crap..!! Why do we bother so much..or if at all it is so, why can't we do something to overcome it and be happy? But we can do neither this nor that..silly huh! You gotto give a chance for the other one to appreciate you and find something which you also never knew about yourself maybe...who knows. Stop expecting love from anyone will not stop the feeling or dreaming of being in love with a nice girl/man, you cannot let die your whims and fancies.
The other category of people are even more funny, who consider love as mere Time Pass (TP- in short). These category of people are day-by-day increasing so much that very less number actually knows what is true love all about. All the daily soaps, TV, media has impacted a lot on such people to the extent that they are even ready to lose their virginity just for fun and getting some good memories. What memories do u get in such things where your self dignity is obnoxious and questioned by society? We tend to forget that we live in a society which is still not that open to accept such rapid changes in the youth. Western culture is way too different than ours and making it a hybrid kind of a culture will take our Indian culture to a slow demise! TP-baazi is ok till the extent you do not cross certain limits and you call it as an experiment or what not. I'm not saying that such things are not good at all, but not at the cost of someone's self respect and loosing control over yourself.
And some crazy people fall into the strangest category where they have found their true love but do not realise it and let go so easily that you just cannot make it up again forever. Just because of some small misconception it triggers to a massive fire that cannot be stopped by anyone. There is no meaning of love if we cannot trust the other one and make such things happen. This is what scares people most even those who have never experienced love. I have found out that most of the singles have a fear of break-ups! And so they cannot risk their life for this and finds a safe passage of not loving or being loved by someone. Some people have a fear of attachment and feel the other person will just go and never come back again which may ruin his/her life forever..If you are in love, bear the risk and be strong to face any consequences that can happen in future, why do we worry of something that has never happened and might not happen at all which may cause severe mental and physical pains.
In a nutshell....we always have to lose something to gain something as nothing in this world comes for free..!!! Just need to know yourself even better, accept our faults and let time decide what is good or not..we just have to take care of today and that is why it is called A PRESENT..!! :)