Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

I put my quality time aside just to spend it with you.
I absolved you all the time because you deserved a second chance.
Even in my lowest self, I always smiled for you
All of this, you don't own, but I still gave you.
I guess I was wrong.
Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

When you left without telling me why,
I was all alone,
thinking about my mistakes (if any),
thinking about why you left,
I cried for many days (3 days) for you.
I guess I was wrong
Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

All of those 'cry days' were bitter and vulnerable.
My mind was running so fast to think about ways
and maybe I'd sing a beautiful song
to persuade you.
I guess I was wrong
Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

I was in pain which I didn't actually deserve,
and you just left without saying a word.
You made me hate myself
I felt like I've been toyed and just left for heaven's sake
and this.. well, I can't take from you
I guess I was wrong
Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

Yeah, I'll let you say to the people
that "a crazy girl loved me"
but just so you know,
I've erased your memory; 
you're a long gone history,
and now you don't have a space in my life anymore.
Ha! Now I can hardly remember you.
Oh! Is That You? Sorry, I've Already Got Over You

To Those Who loved Me in My Worst Self

That's a basic reason why one must have 'good' friends. I feel lucky in that way because I have found some of the best people in my life, and probably that's why I cherish friendship so much. I never judge them but yes, I like getting their updates all the time.

This is to all those dear friends of mine who were always like an extra pair of legs to me when I couldn't stand on my own. Thank you. 

Thank you to all of them who became my strength when the world hated me.

Thank you for believing in me when every other person found me disgustingly funny. For giving me a foundation and stabilize me when I couldn't find a starting point. Thank you for being my 3 am phone pal when I was having sleepless night after nights.

For being just behind me when I am clumsy, thank you!

Thank you for taking out time for me in emergency and just sitting besides me patiently even when I have nothing to talk. You always remind me to be myself even if everyone wants to improvise me.

Thank you for being my personal SWOT analysis machine.

You have the power to see something in me that I could never see, probably because you know the best I can do. Thank you for loving me and understanding my sensitive mind and always encouraging me to stay like this forever. For telling me day in and day out that everything isn't meant to be a perfect fit; you need to let loose. Thank you for telling me that I look beautiful even when I am wearing the shabby two-strapped slippers or when I become sad because of my body size.

Thank you for caring for me in my messiest days

Thank you for appreciating my accidental success and saying that, "Cheers to you. Let's party!" For being the fan of my voice even when my throat swells. You bring joy to me by allowing me to be as crazy as I can. Thank you for understanding things I could never express but were there in my heart. For showing me what love really is and what it isn't... Thank You.

I love you more than anything else in this world

For those who "really" know me, like really know me in and out. You still stick around when I am furious, yell at you and spoil your day completely. You have seen me in my best and in my worst self... And you proudly say that I'm worth it! Thank you for not pretending in front of me and be my greatest critic as well as adviser in all the phases of my life.

My friend, I could never ask for anything more. Clearly, you're the reason that I see good in myself and get motivated to go on.... Thank You!