Why do we grow old and loose senses??? It is actually difficult to interact with a person having child-like ego and parental ego. At this adult age, its necessary for all of us to act, understand and communicate in an adult ego stage where we can "appreciate" other's perspective, which is surely lacking these days. We always run for companionship, or friendship or even search for anyone who we find 'vella' so that we can pass a good time with them. But seldom we take care of those people who actually care for us.....who wants our company....whom we call as 'chep ho raha hai'.....! I mean at a time we neither are happy with going all alone..better I must say that we dont like spending time with ourselves nor we are happy with the one who is actually interested in talking to you. Why is that???? We all have this notion that we know more than sufficient about ourselves and that there is no scope for more.....but on the contrary, when someone asks us 'tell me something about yourself', well we find it one of the most difficult question to answer...isn't it? Somewhere, sometime all of us gets that opportunity to spend QUALITY time with the most beautiful person in this world....SELF!!! Its interesting to note that the more we spend time with ourself the more inquisitive we become....there are so many things of which we are unknown and are actually leading a false life sometime.
I got that opportunity....did some great analysis about myself but mostly was lost in bliss of the sweet past memories or lemme rephrase it....sweet-turned-most dreadful-1st week of my MBA which were to be buried that instant....!! I gotto know my biggest weakness.....was totally unaware of it....and will overcome it for sure.... But in bad-blue days there is always someone who coincidentally strike in ur way and do wonders....I call them 'GOD SENT'..! They gave my smile back....they gave my old Aditi back.....they gave me a space which I was looking for....above all, they gave me sooo much love and respect that I never thought I would get after that incident. Now I feel safe and alive again and do all sorts of nonsense with them....not forgetting what I discovered about myself....I learnt to accept and give regard to everyone's views and make it a point to atleast give a smile to people who passes by...... This gesture of mine was even more fruitful.....I got someone with whom I can relate to, with whom I can call a small 'group'...!! 2 guys and a girl....wel, sounds strange....but they have become a crucial part of my life and I can feel so comfortable being with them....But then future cannot be predicted and I might have to let go them in my MBA journey....who knows....
cuz there is an old saying...."MEN MAY COME, MEN MAY GO, BUT I GO ON FOREVER.......". Just believe in yourself.....that's it!!
I got that opportunity....did some great analysis about myself but mostly was lost in bliss of the sweet past memories or lemme rephrase it....sweet-turned-most dreadful-1st week of my MBA which were to be buried that instant....!! I gotto know my biggest weakness.....was totally unaware of it....and will overcome it for sure.... But in bad-blue days there is always someone who coincidentally strike in ur way and do wonders....I call them 'GOD SENT'..! They gave my smile back....they gave my old Aditi back.....they gave me a space which I was looking for....above all, they gave me sooo much love and respect that I never thought I would get after that incident. Now I feel safe and alive again and do all sorts of nonsense with them....not forgetting what I discovered about myself....I learnt to accept and give regard to everyone's views and make it a point to atleast give a smile to people who passes by...... This gesture of mine was even more fruitful.....I got someone with whom I can relate to, with whom I can call a small 'group'...!! 2 guys and a girl....wel, sounds strange....but they have become a crucial part of my life and I can feel so comfortable being with them....But then future cannot be predicted and I might have to let go them in my MBA journey....who knows....
cuz there is an old saying...."MEN MAY COME, MEN MAY GO, BUT I GO ON FOREVER.......". Just believe in yourself.....that's it!!
