BELIEVE..............................................

Why do we grow old and loose senses??? It is actually difficult to interact with a person having child-like ego and parental ego. At this adult age, its necessary for all of us to act, understand and communicate in an adult ego stage where we can "appreciate" other's perspective, which is surely lacking these days. We always run for companionship, or friendship or even search for anyone who we find 'vella' so that we can pass a good time with them. But seldom we take care of those people who actually care for us.....who wants our company....whom we call as 'chep ho raha hai'.....! I mean at a time we neither are happy with going all alone..better I must say that we dont like spending time with ourselves nor we are happy with the one who is actually interested in talking to you. Why is that???? We all have this notion that we know more than sufficient about ourselves and that there is no scope for more.....but on the contrary, when someone asks us 'tell me something about yourself', well we find it one of the most difficult question to answer...isn't it? Somewhere, sometime all of us gets that opportunity to spend QUALITY time with the most beautiful person in this world....SELF!!! Its interesting to note that the more we spend time with ourself the more inquisitive we become....there are so many things of which we are unknown and are actually leading a false life sometime.
I got that opportunity....did some great analysis about myself but mostly was lost in bliss of the sweet past memories or lemme rephrase it....sweet-turned-most dreadful-1st week of my MBA which were to be buried that instant....!! I gotto know my biggest weakness.....was totally unaware of it....and will overcome it for sure.... But in bad-blue days there is always someone who coincidentally strike in ur way and do wonders....I call them 'GOD SENT'..! They gave my smile back....they gave my old Aditi back.....they gave me a space which I was looking for....above all, they gave me sooo much love and respect that I never thought I would get after that incident. Now I feel safe and alive again and do all sorts of nonsense with them....not forgetting what I discovered about myself....I learnt to accept and give regard to everyone's views and make it a point to atleast give a smile to people who passes by...... This gesture of mine was even more fruitful.....I got someone with whom I can relate to, with whom I can call a small 'group'...!! 2 guys and a girl....wel, sounds strange....but they have become a crucial part of my life and I can feel so comfortable being with them....But then future cannot be predicted and I might have to let go them in my MBA journey....who knows....
cuz there is an old saying...."MEN MAY COME, MEN MAY GO, BUT I GO ON FOREVER.......". Just believe in yourself.....that's it!!

Life teaches simple things....but why do we tend to make it so complicated that we literally forget what exactly we are......!! Talking about one thing that is important for me......LOVE...! I have never so much believed in love....might be because i have never ever been through this phase...., but as days are passing, a little 'gudiya' is becoming a big girl, trying to adjust in a totally mature and new environment.....I feel love is not only 2 people coming close, and spending life.....Well, there is much more in it....its a rare feeling that can only be felt when there is a pumping of heart taking place at a more faster speed just by looking THE ONE...... everytime....There's a truth in those eyes...saying 'u will never leave me.....'. Hey, that really does nt mean im in love....its just what I have gathered through mere observations and interaction with different ages of people who have different meaning of love.....
Thinking about love,....I have made an attempt to write a poem in my Tuta-Phuta english words which I felt appropriate for this section.....
[P.S.- Please dont laugh after reading it....finally its someone's feelings yaar...hehe]

When you look into my eyes..

it feels as if im falling asleep

i start losing my mind

and quietly i go into my dreams so deep

I am Barbie, you are Ken

and from here our love story began

which is so pure, which is so true

like some fairy has strolled her magic wand

I am so lost in your warmth

and my love has made me blind

cuz i trust u from my body, soul and mind

and your duty towards me will never rescind

 my likings for u is not wrong

my feelings for u is not flat

cuz u knw me...i know u

and i will love you more than that..

Whenever i see the sparkling sun,

i go crazy and commence to run

on the thick grass of your garden

and hope we will have some fun.!!

.......Enjoy.....!!!!! :) :)

1st post grad day................

.....If winters comes, can spring be far behind...? I say, YESS...That was what I felt when I arrived in IMT-N. The college is 1 of the top ranked in India, and it actually felt like that. The campus is spread in a large area and it is actually so neat, clean and welcoming that I readily felt at home. The hostel is spotlessly clean and very airy. I was to choose my hostel and I was fully decided that I will take a dual accomodation room. But after looking to the rooms, I felt it wud be bettr that I customise my room in my style and live undisturbed....so finally I chose room no. 216 B-block 2nd floor. The best part was that at the duration papa n I went for registration, maa set up my room fully and soo beautifully that I could never do it. Thnqq a lot mumma...! The lifeless room suddenly became like a fresh strawberry cake..with icing....haha. Anyways, I was bit upset with the location cuz that area had more seniors and very less juniors. But this was also done when Yamini came 2 my neighbouring room which was empty. Ab sab thik ho gaya thaa...I was happy now. then I had lnch with maa and papa and came back to my room.....Wow....my room...hehe...sounds soo unfamiliar...bt then, i gotto liv here for nxt 2 loooong years. I was so determined that I will not cry when paa n maa leave...but it had to...the time i hugged papa and maa, I felt like il not be able to see him for a long while and that, how will i live without them....I suddenly started crying like hell...cud nt stop the ganges flowing from m eyes, just could not...1 of my new friend, Nidhi was also stndng there crying while uncle was parting from her....we both were jst crying our heart out...bt then, zyada lag raha tha to thodi der me hum theek ho gye..hehe :P. We went back to our rooms and all was fine. The best part of yesterday was the night part wherin our seniors ordered us to come to the 'BADDY COURT' in formals for a healthy intro. This intro session went from 11.15pm to 2pm almost....damm tiring to go to every senior group and introduce yourself...repeat tht intro for God knows how many times, tell them about hobbies, sing for them if u r a good singer and even if u r not...do crazy tasks whatever they say to u, tell them about your USP, etc etc. Phir jaake apne room marte huye gaye and just quickly chnged dress and surrendered myself to the bed......It was so damm tiring but so enjoyful which will be repeated for the whole week til fresher's day...

New Begining....

This post is truely dedicated to people who never stopped thinking good about me and hoped for better things even when I have achieved my objectives so far....A week go things in my life were really smooth and well crafted and satisfactory & I was totally ready to embrace Bengaluru on 6th July. My family and I were very happy and contended with my future.....But there was some other plans for me made by my God...and probably he was not happy with my future and B'lore. Just few days back I got a call from IMT saying that my name was shortlisted for Nagpur campus. I was shocked..!! I mean getting IMT Nagpur in a not-so-good CAT score was next to impossible. The interview was to be held in IMT Ghaziabad (which was within my reach easily), 1 of the dream campuses of every MBA aspirant. I thought 'why not give a try?'. And so i went there, There were approx 65 aspirants....all shocked like me....all hopeful to give their best shot and enter in Nagpur. We had a written test where we needed to prepare a write up of approx 250 words in 30 minutes as per a business situation given and analyse the best decision to be taken according to the scenario. I made sure that atleast my word limit doesn't exceed, the writing is good throughout and most importantly the write up is sensible and mature. I was happy aftr that test but still in a favour of Alliance B'lor. Then came the interview time.........once again we all geared up to face the panel of 2 faculties. My name was called up aftr an hour of interview commencement. I had clearly nothing in my mind, was just ready to answer their multiple question banks. I asked permission to come in, sat on the chair right in front of them. Their 1st question was....as expected (as i already gave 2  really bad interviews), "TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF". I thought i would only say that much which i wrote while filling up my form and I did exactly that. But then they asked me what hobby I had apart from the listed hobbies- hmmm.....A tricky question..! I Coolly replied 'Travelling'. I was sure they would ask related to my newly said hobby, & yes...they did ask for which I was already ready and gave them names of variety of places so that they get a good picture of my choice. After that they asked to explain some commerce-related terms wherein I knew the answer of only 1 out of 3 correctly. Not a problem...mere saath aisa hi ho raha thaa previously...I was amazed at the time they asked me the Finance minister and HR minister of India and I gave them the correct names at 1 go...!!! I mean I was so proud of myself at that time bcoz I always tried to remember minister's names and many a times I failed miserably. Since i have done Prabhakar in Vocal classical music, a panel member asked the some details about Raag Malkos, I took a while remembering that but I could do it...anyways...but from the blue, the best question asked to me was of my favourite topic...Geography (precisely the political map). ! of the male member asked me to name the countries od Latin America....wowww...I was so fluent while answering this that actually they were so impressed that I had a good knowledge of it...I was, totally satisfied still in favour of B'lor. The result had to come that evening and when i checked my mail, there was a message unread by IMT. I opened it having sooo many emotions running inside my mind. But, as I told, it was a God-send decision...., I converted the call and was invited for PGDM course at IMT Nagpur. It was a totally WOW experience yaar.....I felt like climbing Mount Everest without oxygen masks.... hehe..!
That time I was really proud of myself and my ablities....what i gained from this was "even more faith from my family on me". My parent's head held high when I got through this and now they say it soo proudly that 'my daughter is going to IMT'. Thank you God, Thank you maa n papa n Ankurraa....and Thank you life for giving such a splendid opportunity. God bless everyone. :) :)

GOODY-GOODY BYE.......

.....I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodybye so hard....
Here I am.....this is me....there's no where else on earth i'd rather be....!!! It was the farewell time for our batch yesterday which was unexpectedly so good and lovely we never dreamt of !! Kitne logo ko farewell dete the hum log....but maine ye kab socha tha hoga ye kabhi....
It was yesterday when all of us realised that its time to move on and carry forward all the good and bad memories with us which we will always cherish and will remind us about what all we have done and what all is yet to be done....
Never realised that our teachers love us so much that they will help arranging a superb goodbye day with the juniors and show their soft and fun part to us.....never felt that we are the absolute furnished materials of Delhi University and will always be called the Dilli-waalaas....never thought that we are the seniors of our college and very soon we will be parting from our beloved 3-years of college life as well as the hangouts with friends while bunking lectures or even at the time of lectures....
All girls dressed up in their farewell-best and showing some really flawless colour combinations wearing sarees or suits....I mean, everything was so good that we actually forgot what we planned to do ourselves at our farewell....
But 1 thing which I wanted to do and i did was...............GIVING TITLES TO SOME OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS OF MY SECTION....!!!! I found it the Bestest part of the whole occasion and so was enjoyed by the rest of the crowd sitting there....Oh comeon..!! I gave some lovely and apt titles to thenm yaar....and I love it when I make my friends feel even more special in special times....! Sabne appreciate kia mere spontaneous title selection ko.
A song dedicated to all my B.Com prog. 3rd year batchmates.... :
" Nagme hai....shikve hai....kisse hai, baatein hai,..............
baatein bhool jaati hai...yaadein yaad aati hai...........
Ye yaadein kisi dilo-jaanam ke chale jaane ke baad aati hai.........
Duniya me yu aana, duniya se yu jaana...........
ao to, le ana......jaao to, de janaa......
Yaadein....Yaadein.....Yaadein...
I Love you My Sweet heart friends.........

Yippeeeee.............

hey pals.....
Wow..i feel so good restarting my old blog....(cuz i 4gt the password of my new 1....) haha....that was BOOKOFOBIA..!! Anyways...wil find out soon....Here im gonna write about my current happenings and what all is going around a Taurean's world altogether....!!! Currently, i am in an overwhelming mood....as i got admission in one of the good B-School i dreamt of... 'ALLIANCE UNIVERSITY'..! I was totally freaked out when I was preparing 4 the MBA entrances....my mind concentrated only on MY DREAM....Seriously..., full dedication leads to successful and mindblowingly beautiful results which we can cherish our whole lifetime....I wanted to prove many people out of my achievements as very few people know my abilities....(including my family...). But I really am writing 2day bcoz i feel I should let my friends know what all happened before and after my admission to Alliance.
First of all....my papa always dreamt of her dear daughter to enroll in CA or CS as I chose commerce instead of science stream (again....papa ke against decision liya tha commerce ka). He was all set for it, but i never wanted a totally boring accounting life....even after knowing that it has a lot of income generation and a sitting job!! I tried to convince papa verbally by whatever means i could so that papa stop pushing me into a HARD-CORE-ACCOUNTS thing...!! I said that i wanted to go for MBA as my career option....to which papa was not satisfied but...he had no other option but to listen to mee...!! Anyways....I worked my whole day n night to make him feel proud about my decision....No 1 knew about my aims and aspirations... but i made it a point that I'l create a miracle atleast for myself...and try a new world outside my maa's pallu...!!!! :) I decided to lead a hostel life for my post graduation... ! of my collegemate already got admitted into Amity which made me think that pata nahi kahi admission hoga bhi ki nahi.... :P !! My near-and-dear 1s feel im a 'happy-go-lucky' types girl who is not fond of studies...only Vellapanti...!! But I was not....hehe...a bit...but not fully....! The moment I entered into the University Campus....i felt like YES....im gonna live here for the rest of my 2yrs...We had a written apti exam where v had to solve some CAT types format ques. in an hour....then an oral presentation in an On-the-spot topic... I got my favourite topic on 'classical music' and so, i attempted this round very easily and completely...! Then we had our GD and Personal interviews jahaa meri waat lagni thi...My GD went absolutely fantastic but PI me lag gayi....I was sure il not be able to make it uo, but by God's grace and my hard work I got the call...!!!!!!! That was the THE day!! I was overwhelmed and enjoyed my success with papa and ate a burger in Mc D! I also wanna thank that person who helped me to move on and achieve my educational goal instead of my heart's voice which could have done BLUNDERS.....!!
I really feel now that a little step towards success and hard work can do wonders which you might have never imagined.....
thnx 4 reading......THANK YOU MA, PAPA, ANKUR & GOD...!!

bonjour!!!

hi frndz...this is aditi gupta a 1st year graduation DU student..i wz a bit confused as to what and hw to write a blog of myslf....then my cousin helpd me out in srarting it..i have a gr8 feeling writing a blog as i've never done it...so hw ru guys!!! Might be living a gr8 but a bit twisted life right??? Let me tell smthing about myslf...i am a simple-living-but-high-thinking girl .....hmmmmm kind of..not xactly ..I am passionate about "music" and i play many musical instruments like harmonium ,kongo,,guitar...I live life KING size...but this wz not true aftr i got my 12th results...Well in the month of june and july i had my toughest time....coz f my results and entrances...failing in all tests..YES!! i wz very worried hw 2 make any of my day good..i wz living life like a dead corpse...finally on 16th july i got admission in DU for B.COM(pass)....i grabbed this coz....u know..and it wz indeed a turning point 4 me.!! yaa but then it is an all girls college yaar...one more pain in neck...i was thinking what the f....????? i never thought 2 get a girls coll....i mean a college where there r no boys!! coudn't imagine it but had 2 live wid it...

So i decided 2 live it just-like-that...my papa told me 2 luv what u have and not to go for other xciting things which u may not get ...so with this +ve feeling i went on to start my college life...and believe me guys...i found that a positive mind can do wonders...i got such gud friends,teachers....and even my seniors are so good to all of us....I srarted liking and never thought of my past..as the name suggests..it is gone..So "forget the past and future....and live the present" became my moto of life...

frm then till now i find myslf in a good position of being a good friend,,a good daughter..,and a good sister 4 all my real ones n cousins... nw mu autumn brks are going on and im njouing it very much...i even went alone 2 orissa by air 2 meet my mama and mami..i really njoyed it a lot...yaar pehli baar without mom n dad to achcha hi hoga naaa????we had all sorts of fun.